Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Thursday, July 21, 2011

(In the) Past cast a stone not yet set
A stone soaked with tears, polished with robes of love
Still, as it is (sits), gains grace-change pushing in
Attention front
Attention inward outward, omniscient
Just one stone, loyal, meets the dawn
Meeting others of its ilk, together diving delving dreams

Thursday, July 7, 2011

H20 @ 7000 FPS? & a poem

This shit is dope.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

A pristine green cut by shard, pane of glass
Thistle digs subcutaneous, missing vein, less red

Been down road before? No roads here, only shores
Storm clouds billow beyond horizon, premature anchor no necessity
If thunder rain quick comes, waves whip to frightening heights
Hellbent hydro-slicing course set, "fearless" carved floorboards on deck
Fearless winds flown true through sails thus far

On shore green cuts vein, blood drips, trickles, mixing red-green
Boat floats intact... and now a shelter... built

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Remember when...
when our ripples affected one another?
When they mesh-melded?
It was always supposed to stay that way

Why did you go to the shore?
Why could you not stay afloat?

Losing the energy
to swim any longer
you land-locked
never looking back

Yet our sea still beckons
Remembering when

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Damn I miss you today.

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PJ - Broken Harp

Thought I had heard all she had to say
Never heard this one

Just killed me
Just kicked my everything

I hope you can forgive




Monday, April 25, 2011

Lesson #89

...and you said I'm so lucky to have 2 of thee most beautiful trees outside my window. Even named them. I will always appreciate them now. I will never forget your words & what that meant to me.

Lesson #89: Continue focusing on the things we have, even those right in front of us, that sometimes our perception is incapable of recognizing. Continue appreciating ALL that exists in our lives, not
thinking of or worrying about that which does not. Having that 'attitude of gratitude' goes such a long way...

Monday, April 4, 2011

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Lesson #90

Cloves in my lungs, similarities flowing into mind, I let go. Tonight.

2 night.

Choice is where it all begins.


or Love?

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Lesson #91

ahh, another beautiful day... because I will it to be. Most of the time mood is a matter of choice ...it's all a state of mind.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Appreciating Beauty

This post is dedicated to awesome photos, awesome attire, & the undeniable beauty that women possess.

Love this dress. (via Morbid Fashion)

Love this photo, her garb & her hair. (via Morbid Fashion)

(via Marisa)

So cool! (also via Morbid Fashion)

Stunning. Gorgeous. ugh!

Yummy. SO beautiful. SO beautiful.

Friday, March 18, 2011

So many wonderful creations manifested from what we had. Poems, lyrics, songs - to name a few. I appreciate you still.

Kundalini trembled last night. Shook me.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Lesson #92

Learning to do things out of instinct rather than impulse is proving to be more rewarding every day & night. In bridging the once-cavernous gap between subconscious & conscious, my new understanding of true will, self-knowledge & self-expansion is nearly paralytic in its stimulating & illuminating effects.

Thursday, March 10, 2011


From this day forward, my life & reality will improve tenfold. Ten thousand fold! My desires will be fulfilled & achieved. ALL of my dreams will come true. All the trust & confidence of the world is whirling like a ball of fire within.

Some lyrics I recently wrote for the SILT project:


I’ve been weighted down, burdened with a sickness
Lately looking to myself, answers none to come
Finally discovered what it was had to find
Finally quick-ripped stick out of head, put it down
Moving ever forward, life spins lighting up
Energy pulling from the ashes, eye rise stable live
Destruction brings creation, duality burning on
Cycle we must not forget, trust nature’s changing fires

If you seek the answers, you will surely find
When the searching ceases that is when it will come
Tear the hinges off, embrace what is unknown
For we are that which we are not, become multi-sum
Create and infect, have no doubts we can affect
Belief and love is all we need, sever fear start now
Of a beast of the sea, of a star, of a tree
Must align now from within, bend our will to make us free

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Great song. Great lyrics.

David Bowie "The Motel"
(the lyrics are also on the youtube page)
For we're living
in a safety zone
Don't be holding back from me
We're living from hour to hour down here
And we'll take it when we can
It's a kind of living which recognises
The death of the odourless man
When nothing is vanity nothing's too slow
It's not Eden but it's no sham

There is no hell
There is no shame
There is no hell
Like an old hell
There is no hell
And it's lights up, boys
Lights up boys

Explosion falls upon deaf ears
While we're swimming in a sea of sham
Living in the shadow of vanity
A complex fashion for a simple man

And there is no hell
And there is no shame
And there is no hell
Like an old hell
There is no hell

And the silence flies
on its brief flight
A razor sharp crap shoot affair
And we light up our lives
And there's no more of me exploding you
Re-exposing you
Like everybody do
Re-exploding you
I don't know what to use
Make somebody move
Me exploding
Me exploding you

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Can you say super angle?

This thing is fucking sick. The 220ยบ Nikkor f2.8 6mm, baby. Price from $10,000 (used) up to $34,000. Some photo-blogger named Orio says, "The high price of some lenses is justified not only by the quality of glass and coating, but also by how well the optical design optimizes the aberrations and distortions. A fish eye lens is not corrected. For this reason, you will not see enormous differences between this lens, and the cheaper fisheyes available. In my opinion, spending so much money on a non-corrected lens makes little sense, unless one needs it for his job and can recover the cost with the incomes. For a hobbyist, it is an almost complete nonsense..." Must admit though, it would still be nice to have if $$$ wasn't an issue. Thing is fucking DOPE! (Initially learned of this via Marisa B)

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Lesson #93

Commence deconditioning now. Ah, yes... the rebirth has begun.

EDIT: Just found this photo from "new year's." Interestingly enough, tranquility & harmony are at my back... notions I've been dancing quite a bit with, as of late. Symbolic? Symbiotic? (Subliminal? haha.) It's all in what you want to believe, I suppose. A funny pic nonetheless...

Monday, January 24, 2011

Lesson #94

An anti-lesson. Or backward rather. Repetition. ugh. I'm only human. Refer to this.
And remember: sometimes crying feels good.

fuck. Equal always, but feeling this today...

"I Would Be Your Slave"

Walking in the snowy street
Let me understand
Drifting down a silent park
Stumbling over land
Open up your heart to me
Show me who you are
And I would be your slave

Do you sleep in quietude?
Do you walk in peace?
Do you laugh out loud at me?
When no one else is free?
Open up your heart to me
Show me all you are
And I would be your slave

I don't sit around and wait
I don't give a damn
I don't see the point at all
No footprints in the sand

I bet you laugh out loud at me
A chance to strike me down
Give me peace of mind at last
Show me all you are
Open up your heart to me
And I would be your slave

I don't sit and wait
I don't give a damn
I don't see the point at all
No footprints in the sand
I would give you all my love
Nothing else is free
Open up your heart to me
And I would be your slave

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Lesson #96

Yup, sometimes we’re just plain fucked & there’s not a thing we can do about it. We can either weep through life & carry that burden of heaviness, or accept it & dance through life. Let’s dance.